OUTLINE (SO FAR):

• [x] work scene. things as usual.
  • [x] sion suggests something…. coy….
• [x] fwb moment
  • [x] at work: sexy and desperate, letting off steam
  • [x] at home: domestic married couple energy before kinky sex
• [x] first real scene
  • [x] work
  • [x] mentions of the other wishes. appearance of yudae
  • [x] riku is, in fact, hopelessly in love with sion hyung
  • [x] onri eat together. domenstic
    • [x] onri history
      • [x] brief flashbacks?
    • [x] sion mentions being asked out or something. he’s so oblivious.
    • [x] riku knows hyung will choose him. but for some reason these things are starting to hurt more than usual
      • [x] another proposition between grocery lists. it’s been like this for so long….
• [x] “stress relief” during finals
  • [x] sakuryo make an appearance somewhere
• [x] yushi and riku… maybe sakuryo
  • [x] antics with the pups
    • [x] mario party
    • [x] sakuya and calculus: a concept
  • [x] the kids go out to get snacks. with riku-nii’s card!! yay!!!
  • [x] yushi and riku
    • [x] yushi asks how he is, etc, somehow daeng gets mentioned i dunno
    • [x] school ending, new beginnings.
    • [x] sion
      • [x] how long can you stick with him? how long have you been doing this?
        • [x] riku has no answer for him
• [x] onri tender moment.
  • [x] riku has some work to do in office and sion follows. hes a little haunted by yui’s words. anxiety
    • [x] talking to sion helps. tender moment. like a sweet kiss or something.
      • [x] interrupted by new teacher who is mr. chu’s replacement
      • [x] sion is so ressured as he leaves. riku stares back at him.
        • [x] riku-ssi? what are you looking at?
        • [x] oh, nothing. sorry.

• [x] Oh Sion is a guy who is VERY settled. His life is just about perfect.
  • [x] relationship with riku. a sweet cat. thinks riku is soooo cute but not in a romantic way, god
  • [x] yusion banter…. yutdaeng hints……
  • [x] he has a great day at work and he grabs riku from where he’s chatting with others to go home
    • [x] riku always comes right to him. chooses him.
  • [x] Sion slings an arm around Riku’s neck and jumps him when they get home. no, he wouldnt change a thing.
• [x] onri tender moment.
  • [x] riku has some work to do in office and sion follows. hes a little haunted by yui’s words. anxiety
    • [x] talking to sion helps. tender moment. like a sweet kiss or something.
      • [x] interrupted by new teacher who is mr. chu’s replacement
      • [x] sion is so ressured as he leaves. riku stares back at him.
        • [x] riku-ssi? what are you looking at?
        • [x] oh, nothing. sorry.
• [x] sakuryo ask him if somethings wrong with riku. or something.
  • [x] now that sion’s thinking about it, riku has been slightly different
    • [x] more distant? but also more clingy?
    • [x] sion adores him but not in those exact words
      • [x] desperate adjacent sex…..?
    • [x] riku’s been on his phone
      • [x] sion asks him who hes talking to. it’s the new teacher.
      • [x] riku always comes right to him. chooses him.
      • [x] sion never doubts his loyalty. but riku’s ears are red and something in his stomach hurts.
  • [x] sex ?
    • [x] theyre on a proper break this time
    • [x] cockwarming…..
    • [x] sion is not jealous. nor does he think of dumb things. never.
    • [x] working…. zzzz keep hyugn warm
      • [x] riding
        • [x] riku is SO beautiful. sion completely loses his composure. forgets that he’s a dom;. and then he realizes
          • [x] hyung? what are you-
      • [x] sion fucks him against the desk. makes it so that it hurts. because riku likes it when he hurts; he likes having marks on his skin
        • [x] afterwards, sion doesnt drop. of course he doesnt. but he makes sure that riku is asleep before he goes to his room and cries. and then he returns. and it’s like nothing ever happened at all.
  • [x] (but then sion wakes up the next morning to riku’s sleeping face snoring into his collarbone. but then sion squeezes his eyes shut as his heart pounds. and sion fucking refuses to give the feeling in his chest a name even though he knows what it is.)
    • [x] (it’s four letters long. starts with an L. the very thing he’s been running from for nine fucking years and never had any chance of escaping from.)
    • [x] (it mocks him as he hands riku his coffee before breakfast. you love him, you love him, you’re his hyung and of all things you love him-)
  • [x] start of new semester. sion’s life is the same as ever.
    • [x] giving thought to changes… his feelings…. what ryo said….
      • [x] he hasnt changed because riku would notiuce. and hes not jealous either
    • [x] other teachers are asking teasing riku that he’s mrs. go’s younger bf or something dumb
      • [x] jealousy that he knows is unfounded. he doesnt have the right to be jealous
        • [x] oh sion is a GREEN FLAG TOP.
          • [x] when they have sex sion asks riku who’s cock is his favorite. of course it’s hyung’s. for the first time, he feels guilty asking.
    • [x] sion is suddenly paying attention.
      • [x] riku gets hit on ALL THE TIME.
        • [x] when they go to bars, at the grocery
        • [x] but he never reciprocates. always insists hes too busy to settle down.
      • [x] but riku gets lunch with coworker. coworker asks sion what things riku likes.
        • [x] sion wants to lie but of course he tries to be supportive. riku isn’t even his….
        • [x] he knows he should give up. he smokes out on the balcony and wonders how he can ask yushi for breakup advice without getting hit.
  • [x] yushi intervention.
    • [x] okay it starts with sion talking about daeng i think. cuz itd be funny. almost innocent
    • [x] how do you break up with someone?
      • [x] Is this about riku?
    • [x] sion’s having a bit of a crisis. theyve been doing this for so long. hes getting old. riku will need someone and that someone will not be sion.
      • [x] some college reflection stuff.
        • [x] they talk things through. yushi hypes him up.
        • [x] you were the one who offered, but riku was the one who agreed. you should leave if you think you have no chance. but if you think you have a chance, why not take it.
    • [x] it’s not the end of the world when sion lets himself say that he loves riku. it’s a normal tuesday. but it feels like an empty piece of the puzzle of his life finally clicking into place.
      • [x] yushi: you should tell him.
      • [x] sion. IM GOING TO COURT HIM. or something. riku has never looked at me like that.
        • [x] okay…. if you say so….

• [x] sion has been weird
  • [x] hes been staring, more conscious. kissing him more? asking more questions when he goes out?
    • [x] at work
    • [x] at home
    • [x] with the kids
• [x] pre-reunion sexy times
  • [x] riku sucking sion off idk. smoking
  • [x] discussions of consent/plans for reunion
    • [x] riku wont be in full subspace question mark.
  • [x] sion manspreads like an asshole while riku fingers himself (asshole) open
    • [x] look at you. my hands are all busy, just let me look at you.
  • [x] anal sex. shotgunning
    • [x] riku rides him and sion finishes his cig. shotgunning in an uncomfy position
    • [x] sion praises him lazily idk. or super mean idk again.
    • [x] takes control when riku’s legs give out
      • [x] fillllllllls him
      • [x] plugs him up yay
• [x] reunion
  • [x] getting him ready in subspace, etc, talkinf about sex later
    • [x] whatll you do if anyone is mean to you?
      • [x] TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF AND GO FIND HYUNG!!!!
  • [x] bar times. idk soft onri while others are around
    • [x] asking questions
    • [x] onri r being ovbious and sion hyung is shining idk. hyung is so widely loved…..
    • [x] sunbaes asking if riku is settling down. or if sion is
    • [x] ask if theyre a couple?
      • [x] sion goes haha what kind of question is that
      • [x] riku excuses himself to the bathroom
  • [x] bathroom
    • [x] hyung just was being his normal self and yet riku is the one always disappointed
    • [x] seungjin arrival
      • [x] propositions him and asks if hes with sion. gets pissed when riku says no
        • [x] it was always obvious it was him.
      • [x] riku is like….. surely not
      • [x] seungjin is crashing out. whats so good about him, huh. hes so carefree. you know one of the clients at my dad’s company is a cow farm from mokpo. family name oh. i wonder if they know their son is sleeping around with (?) in seoul
        • [x] riku punches him.
          • [x] i still have every single photo and every single video and every single recording we took when we were dating. all of it. all the times you hit me and all the times you filmed me during sex without my permission and all the times you went around cheating on me with other men.
          • [x] i havent deleted anything, i held onto it because i knew it could at least keep you away from me. i didnt press charges, did i. because you asked me to. and i didnt even want to see your ugly face in a court room.
            • [x] but if you touch a single hair on sion hyung’s head, i will do everything i possibly fucking can to ruin your life. got it?
              • [x] kay, good. gimme your malboros
• [x] post reunion
  • [x] sion finds riku out on the curb outside the restaurant smoking a cig. hyung doesnt even ask where he got it from.
    • [x] im not gonna freak out, okay. but you went to the bathroom and then a bunch of people saw seungjin leaving the bathroom and sobbing his eyes out, so-
    • [x] yeah. thats cuz i punched him.
      • [x] sion deflates. you hurt your hand. bad punching form, riku
      • [x] it’s okay
        • [x] it’s not worth getting injured over a bastard like that
    • [x] riku reflection. im not dropped. i just feel…. good, i think
      • [x] (sion is not so sure)
      • [x] i already knew i wouldnt be scared of him if we ever met again. ive known that for a while now. but he just looked so pathetic.
    • [x] he thinks about what seungjin said. about him and sion. riku was always looking for replacements in everyone, huh? but no one ever came close to the real thing.
      • [x] because hyung doesnt hit him when hes mad. hyung didnt even spank him for the first six months they started fucking. hyung is kind and sweet and hes not a toy to mess around with.
      • [x] a part of him is sad. because itll always be sion but itll never be riku.
    • [x] sion urges them to go home in case riku drops and riku goes nuh uh.
• [x] riku drops
  • [x] sion takes him home
    • [x] riku is so… he has so much he wants to say. there is so much terror on his mind
    • [x] i already knew i wouldnt be scared of him if we ever met again. ive known that for a while now. but he just looked so pathetic.
    • [x] he thinks about what seungjin said. about him and sion. riku was always looking for replacements in everyone, huh? but no one ever came close to the real thing.
    • [x] because hyung doesnt hit him when hes mad. hyung didnt even spank him for the first six months they started fucking. hyung is kind and sweet and hes not a toy to mess around with.
      • [x] a part of him is sad. because itll always be sion but itll never be riku.
  • [x] hes never dropped before. not with hyung. its like hes drowning
  • [x] hyung coos at him. hyung cuddles him.
  • [x] water…………
  • [x] riku is… just afraid. of hyung leaving, of hyung wanting someone else. sion reassures him. im here…
    • [x] the butt plug situation
    • [x] riku is sooooooo desperate to get off. cries when hyung tries emptying him out
      • [x] its not enough. please.
      • [x] sion refuses to touch him,. maybe riku promises to safeword idk. based on drunkenness and droppedness.
        • [x] they have boundaries set up, but….
        • [x] sion kisses him. kisses him and rocks riku down against his thigh. or eats him out while they 69 idk
        • [x] riku has to nuzzle his dick and suck him off at least once
  • [x] riku is… just afraid. of hyung leaving, of hyung wanting someone else. sion reassures him. im here…
  • [x] water………… sion comes back with wet cheeks. what happened? i washed my face. riku doesnt remember hyung going into the bathroom.
    • [x] shotgunning yasssssssss
    • [x] sion wraps his hands
  • [x] as usual, hyung keeps him safe. hyung works him through it and keeps him nice and warm and safe.
    • [x] riku is plugged back up for the night. hyung tells him such sweet, adoring things. they seem so romantic and he doesnt have the heart to deny it. even tho he shouldnt indulge.
      • [x] he falls asleep in hyung’s arms…..
• [x] work. yay
  • [x] things are normal, mostly. he’s recovering. they both took monday off and now theyre back
    • [x] hyung went to the store., wait no yuchi stopped by.
  • [x] riku’s students ask if he got into a fight
  • [x] except sion is hovering……?
    • [x] maybe bc of the trauma. perhaps. but riku thinks about how sion held him in the streets of gangnam and kissed him good morning this morning and he cant help but blush
    • [x] sion is increasingly interested in what riku does. in a non toxic way. GREEN FLAG TOP OH SION
      • [x] riku has always found comfort in this one sided love. but now he’s getting older and one day hyung will get tired of him. RIGHT? but that night…. hm…..
      • [x] sion low key dom dropping. riku thinks hes being overbearing but hyung’s like sorry. i just wanna be arounf you. not for you but for me.
    • [x] hyung never dissuaded him from those dates or anything but riku mentions idly how mrs. go wants to take him with her to a convention and sion seems… weird
      • [x] tries to tell him not to engage only to backpedal and apologize. leaves to go for a smoke alone. ah, im sorry.
        • [x] riku is scared. maybe hyung’s exhaustion is coming much quicker than he thought it would.
        • [x] but sion crawls into his bed that night and holds him close. hmmmmmm
  • [x] mrs. go is a good mentor. she and riku get closer
    • [x] talking about…. stuff. getting advice.
    • [x] just talking about life and having someone besides sion to lean on is new. but it’s nice.
    • [x] she invites him out for tteokbokki. he says yay okay
• [x] family hangout
• [x] shenanigans with the babies
• [x] daeng is there! yushi told riku about him and daeng off screen
  • [x] riku’s starting to get their whole deal now…..
    • [x] ugh. hyung was right all along
• [x] family stuff!!!! and yearning
• [x] chat with yuu chan
  • [x] about daeng. sex stuff?
  • [x] about hyung
    • [x] idk. recently i just cant get myself to fight it. it just feels like we’re a couple, sometimes
      • [x] yeah. and look like one too.
      • [x] the more u indulge the worse it gets….
        • [x] i know :(
    • [x] what do you think hyung would do if he found out? what would he say?
      • [x] calling off the sex. but riku doesnt need the sex, does he.
      • [x] what would change?
        • [x] awkward era of onri. maybe
      • [x] hed be so nice about it. which is the part that sucks. i dont just want to be his dongsaeng anymore
    • [x] why dont you just confess. no, really. he cares about you. in seven years, who else has he looked at? what will you do when he finally sees someone else.
      • [x] that wall. mokpo. his mom and etc
      • [x] i wouldnt be able to take it.
        • [x] okay so then you cant be just friends. you either leave now or you leave later. or you confess
          • [x] BOOM!
    • [x] HE DID ALL OF THAT FGOR YOU IN THE STREETS OF GANGNAM. ON A FRIDAY NIGHT, RIKU. THATS BASICALLY PUBLIC HUMILIATION.
      • [x] hyung is so logical, he never does anything he never means, he is not rash. he is not even rash about riku. but sion found him out in the cold and brought him home. after that, what does hyung thinks 50 steps ahead leads them to?
      • [x] more than this? or less than this? anything more is irreverisble. anything less than this is undoing Everything.
    • [x] youre spending vday together. probably. consider telling him how you feel.
      • [x] riku is like absolutely not. side eye. JUST KIDDING MAYBE.
      • [x] teasing ab daeng
• [x] family stuff!!!! and yearning
  • [x] brunch
    • [x] hyung holds riku’s hand under the table
    • [x] riku only lets go when he gets a text. from mrs go
  • [x] afterwards he allows some video games
    • [x] sion is so good with the kids…..
    • [x] how he lets them tease him
      • [x] like when they met in japan
  • [x] daeng. hyung ask. added to gc or something. because we know yushi aint letting you go
• [x] everyone goes home
• [x] sion seems to be bothered but he acts like he isnt. always a doting hyung. putting that line between them as sunbae and hoobae.
• [x] hyung never dissuaded him from those dates or anything but riku mentions idly how mrs. go wants to take him with her to lunch and sion seems… weird
  • [x] seems upset only to backpedal and apologize. leaves to go for a smoke alone. ah, im sorry.
    • [x] riku doesnt know what it means. he doesnt know what sion saw 50 steps agead of them in gangnam. the wall….
    • [x] but he knows his hyung. he does. he knows sion more than anything
• [x] riku leans on the doorway of the balcony. hey, we’re spending v-day together, right?
• [x] sion softens. of course.
• [x] riku always gets hyung to soften. valentines day, huh? maybe…….
• [x] riku knows he should move on for the both of them. he knows, he knows, he knows. but hyung laughs and kisses him on the cheek - cigarette breath - and he doesnt know how to do that. at all.

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